Zaria:

After that day coming from Asael's house I couldn’t meet him again cause we both were busy with Nikah'a arrangements. Zehra appi came to our house and has been living here since two days. I'm so happy to have her with me cause she helped me a lot in everything like choosing my Nikah and Walima dress. Appi also helped me to calm down everytime I got a panic attack while thinking about my Nikah. As much as I'm happy I'm also freaking nervous! Tomorrow I will get married then I will have to start living in another house. My husband and in-laws are good still I can't shake of this feeling. I will also miss baba and maa so much. Just by thinking about it that I have to leave them alone, I feel like crying.